Just in here today to type, to feel like I’m thinking, but also to feel that I’m feeling anything other than the hell of the past few months. Something really came over me. That’s saying nothing. Something opened up under me is the better way of putting it. I was standing over nothing, the abyss, [...]
Seeing old people and feeling new. Seeing old friends and feeling new from the experience and looking at my life again in a new way and wondering why I’m not doing more reading and writing. Maybe I’d enjoy life a bit more and actually be a bit more productive if I simply did [...]
Welcome to my blog about bipolar depression.
I will tell you what’s been working for me lately, as in, the last few days. Taking lots of clonazepam. Like triple the amount Dr prescribed to me, which wasn’t very much to begin with. I think he started me off with 1.0 milligrams during the entire day and [...]